http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7g7QTr1rzBk

EYERYONE NEEDS SOMEONE TO STAND BY THEM ?!

♥♥

”Along the way you bump into people who make a dent on your life”

this are the people who made a tent on my life here in bristol ) thx ♥♥♥

I want to go home

Where is my luck

At the moment I’m feeling really .. I can’t describe it.

In one way I want to go home. home to my family ; home to my friends; to my life. This would be the easiest way, i guess..

But I think, you have sometimes no real decision. You have to make the best with your situation. It’s easy to say. You can’t really imagine how I’m feeling. Life is often unfair. I’ve learnt it here in England. You can believe in God, but he won’t help you, I think so..

‘ When you believeve in something, it will come true ‘ ., a quotation, which everybody uses, even if it’s not right.. You need only .. What do you need? Luck, knowledge, the right time,.. I actually don’t know.

”Like Oscar Wilde already said: life, this is the rarest in the world – most people only exist” How can I have a life. ? Sometimes I think I only exist, I don’t know.. It’s difficult to say.

Along the way you bump into people who make a dent on your life. Some are born to sit by a river. Some have an ear for music. Some are artists. Some swim the English Channel. Some know buttons. Some know Shakespeare. Some are mothers. And some people can dance. It’s nice, isn’t it

At the moment I really don’t know, why i wrote all ths random things. Maybe only to show my humanity.

PS: In this moment, I’m thinking aobut everthing,: my future,love, hate, my friends( I miss you so,) Ithink, you can’t have a life and only exist without friends, they let you feel human, they give you a feeling of security. And this is one of the most important things in your life.

lalalaaaa